I write this article with an imaginary piece of imaginary piano music playing in my mind.
The sounds float in the void, resonating with my hearts desire.
Time and time again I ask myself “What do I really want?”. Every time the answer is different from the time before. Grrr, how annoying, make up your damned mind already Wouter and just focus for a while, I say to myself.
And then. suddenly, it hit me! Not very hard, but it did. (Well, maybe it patted me, soothingly, like the imaginary music.)
What changes every time is not what I want. What changes is the road towards what I want. All this time I have known very damned well what I want to do in this life. How wonderful!
It is as if the music tells me “Wouter, it is OK, don’t worry how to get there, I will take care of that. In fact, you are already there.”